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		<title>Sunset</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;Its getting late&#8230;&#8221; The emotion in her voice echoed in my mind. &#8220;Time to go&#8230;&#8221; I kissed her lightly on the cheek, and hugged her one more time. &#8220;I&#8217;ll see you soon&#8230; The weekend will be here before you know it.&#8221; One thing I said was guaranteed; the weekend would arrive. For all man&#8217;s achievements [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><span><span>&#8220;Its getting late&#8230;&#8221;<br />
The emotion in her voice echoed in my mind.<br />
&#8220;Time to go&#8230;&#8221;<br />
I kissed her lightly on the cheek, and hugged her one  more time. &#8220;I&#8217;ll see you soon&#8230; The weekend will be here before you know it.&#8221;  One thing I said was guaranteed; the weekend would arrive. For all man&#8217;s  achievements in the centuries that have passed since he took his first upright  steps, man has not been able to reign in time. The weekend will come. Will I see  her soon? I can not guarantee. No one can. It is true we will be parted for the  week. It is the path we have chosen. We are fortunate enough to sit at the table  and play the hand we&#8217;ve been dealt. We&#8217;d like to switch cards, but its not in  the rules. We&#8217;ll play the hand. One day, the game will change and we&#8217;ll enjoy  the rewards of having stayed at the table.</p>
<p>Enough pondering the  situation. The task is clear and it is time to go. I climb into the cabin of my  trusty 107 and point her South for the return trip. This trip will be in stark  contrast to the trip up Saturday. It is late afternoon, and the canvas is  stretched tight and latched. I can&#8217;t help think about the chiding I&#8217;ll receive  if any of my fellow benzworld members here of me driving TUWD (top up, windows  down). Never the less, the decision is made. My arms are still tingling from the  exposure to the sun Saturday. No worries&#8230; I&#8217;ll wear the badge of sunburn  proudly for I was fortunate enough to be able to receive that dose in a most  spectacular drive. This afternoon, I&#8217;ll reflect on the drive in a bit quieter  environ. Yes, TUWD is the order for the day.</p>
<p>Soon, my mind began to  wonder to the week ahead. What deadlines and decisions lay ahead as the week  unfolds? What pressures will be felt as projects suceed or fail, and how will  the economy and markets respond to the &#8220;news of the day&#8221;? The tunes of my ipod  were hardly perceived as I drove along.</p>
<p>Ipod! Speaking of contrasts&#8230;  There&#8217;s one for you. Modern technology in a 22 year old car. Who would have  thought that one day, the melodies so thoroughly enjoyed during my youth would  be transformed into a series of 0&#8242;s and 1&#8242;s and then broadcast via RF to be  translated into the memories of music. The broadcast so ably received by the  becker carefully nestled in the console of my 107. 22 years! As I said the  number outloud, the words rolled off my tongue so easily and without a pause. 22  years! When the autoworker wiped off the last finger prints on the car I was  careening down the highway in today, did he have any imagination that 22 years  later, it would still be functioning reliably?</p>
<p>Rather than dwell on the  engineering marvel and achievement of the motorvehicle I was in, I instead  turned to thinking about the passage of time. 22 years! Where had they gone.  Where would my ole 107 be in 22 years from now? Where would I be? I began  looking at the road ahead and realized it was like a timeline of my life.  Certainly, there were fewer miles ahead than there were behind. Had I made a  difference? How had the road I have travelled impacted those that I love; those  around me. Had the side roads I took made a difference. Will the couple whom I  helped stranded on the highway be richer for having received a bit of help as I  travelled along? Where would the road ahead take me and what side routes would  be present to explore in the miles ahead? I couldn&#8217;t help but recall the  immortal words of Robert Frost, as I travelled towards home. &#8220;Miles to go before  I sleep&#8230;&#8221; Could the master have believed that a lifetime later, a man would be  pondering that same prose as he travelled along. Yes, I had miles to go before I  slept this night, and miles of thoughts to sort through as I pondered the road  ahead.</p>
<p>Certainly, the last mile will click by, one day. It is  inevitable. Then I will be truly home. I believe this as strongy as I believe  anything, but tonight, the miles left are many and me and my 107 are gliding  along oblivious to the world around us. Up ahead, I begin to notice the lights  of oncoming cars&#8230; The horizon is slowly fading into the shadows. I reach for  the switch on the dash and turn on my lights. The road ahead is instantly  illuminated and the reflective markers of the road and the roadsigns inidcate to  me this day&#8217;s journey is nearly over. Soon I will rest, but only for a short  bit. Tomorrow will come, and whatever challenges lay ahead will continue to  weave the fabric that makes me who I am. For now, though, I enjoy the  sunset.</span></span></div>
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		<title>Sunburn</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 20 Jun 2010 02:22:52 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Good GOD! I Love it! What a day yesterday. The most beautiful weather of the year, AND IT WAS A SATURDAY! Took the ole 107 out of the gargage and pointed it North. What a drive it was. Rolling thru the hills of North Alabama and Southern Tennessee could not have been more therapeutic to [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span><span>Good GOD! I Love it!<br />
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<div><span><span>What a day yesterday. The most beautiful weather of the year, AND IT WAS A  SATURDAY!<br />
Took the ole 107 out of the gargage and pointed it North. What a  drive it was. Rolling thru the hills of North Alabama and Southern Tennessee  could not have been more therapeutic to the soul.<br />
Cruising thru Soddy Daisy,  I wondered if fellow benzworld boardmember, Ed Freeman, was enjoying this day as  much as I. Would he be aware a fellow member was tresspassing his hometown? </span></span></div>
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<div><span><span>Crossing the hills of the Sequatchie Valley, I passed thru Eons of Time as  recorded by the Rocks exposed in the roadcuts. The cyclothems of time  represented by the alternating strata are akin to the different stages of our  own life; each &#8220;layer&#8221; rife with a tapestry of experience. The events that  shaped each step in time were direct relationships to how the weathering process  marks or imparts character. &#8220;Badges of Honor&#8221;, some might say.</span></span></div>
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</span></span><span><span>Did I say, &#8220;Sunburn&#8221;? Like the statements above, I find myself &#8220;marked&#8221;  from the experiences of yesterday. The tingling and burning sensation of the  reddened skin upon my arms is My badge of courage; my tapestry for the moment.  It is, my certificate of participation in the appreciation and the enjoyment of  the moment. My moment in Time!</span></span></p>
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<p><span><span>As I write, I realize, the trip in reverse is ahead of me this day. It  saddens me to think not only is the trip reverse in geographic direction, but it  is also reverse in coming back to reality. Reverse to a point in Time where the  urgency of the immediate will replace the appreciation of the immortal. </span></span></p>
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There will be other weekends as stunning as this one has been&#8230; God  Willing, I&#8217;ll be there to wring out each moment to the fullest, recording the  experiences in the wrinkles of time; the wrinkles of my mind&#8230;</span></span></p>
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		<title>Night Air</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 20 Jun 2010 02:21:08 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[What a day&#8230; Finally, decent weather for a change. Everything dovetailed so nicely with My wife&#8217;s birthday being today, the weather so nice, and Its spring break (vacation time). One of those days you wish would never end. Having spent the day in Chattanooga, taking in the sights of the river as we walked. We [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>What a day&#8230; Finally, decent weather for a change. Everything dovetailed so nicely with My wife&#8217;s birthday being today, the weather so nice, and Its spring break (vacation time). One of those days you wish would never end.</p>
<p>Having spent the day in Chattanooga, taking in the sights of the river as we walked. We explored many small shops and such as we discussed the passage of so many years between us. Life has been good.<br />
Upon returning home, I fired up the old gas grill and cooked some of the best steaks I&#8217;ve had the pleasure to cut into. The sky was growing dark as the day slipped into dusk, then night. Finishing up dinner, I mentioned how tonight would be a perfect night for a top-down cruise. With a whimsical gleam in her eyes, My wife agreed. Off to the garage to find the 107 waiting like an old friend, drink in hand, to share the events of late. With her top folded and stored neatly in back (after all, one must be prepared should the need to cover up occur), we set out on our clandestine cruise. The night air was cool and brisk, but we did not pay notice. We eased along the sleepy streets of Fort Payne, headed for the canyon roads of Little River Canyon. Hardly a car was encountered, so there was no need to cover up. No modesty needed as no one would pay notice to a lone convertible gliding along in the evening&#8230; As we slipped thru the night air, the breeze caressing our bodies and stinging bare skin I couldn&#8217;t help but recall the beauty that I first noticed those so many years had not faded with time. In fact, she had grown even more beautiful to me, a timeless, classic beauty that will never fade. The purring of the engine and the low volume of the becker set the mood as if we had transcended time; back to a time of innocence and youth. Back to a time that had slipped from us so many years and responsibilities ago. Resting my hand on the gearshift, I let it slip and brush her skin. I could almost feel the tremble of anticipation as we carved thru the night air. My palms broke with sweat as I recalled the first few moments we spent together, and my heart raced as I relived those stolen moments of youth. Returning back to home, I gently put her to bed. As I carefully covered her up, I patted her gently on her left flank in a playful manner more in keeping with a young man, rather than the older gent I find myself described as these these days. I closed my eyes and granted myself one last moment to allow the memories of the evening to paint their tapestry across my mind. As I sat on the edge of the bed to undress, My wife roused from a near slumber and said, &#8220;you were gone for quite a while&#8230; Did you have a nice ride?&#8221; Facing away from her in the dark, she could not see the smile growing across my face as I casually answered her&#8230; &#8220;Oh, it was alright&#8230;&#8221;</p>
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		<title>Waters of Life</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 19 Jun 2010 22:59:18 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Mark 6:31 “…Come ye yourselves apart into a desert place and rest… It was during the few years that I lived in central Texas, that I became acquainted with Big Bend National Park. There in the northern extents of the Chihuahuan Desert lie approximately 800,000 acres of some of the most rugged terrain inside the [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Mark 6:31<br />
“…Come ye yourselves apart into a desert place and rest…</p>
<p>It was during the few years that I lived in central Texas, that I became acquainted with Big Bend National Park.  There in the northern extents of the Chihuahuan Desert lie approximately 800,000 acres of some of the most rugged terrain inside the United States.  From the high peaks of the Chisos Mountains and across the central basin, spectacular geologic landforms and various endemic plants stand in contrast to the desolate expanse of the surrounding desert floor.  In spite of this harsh environment, artifacts provide evidence of the nearly 12,000 years of human occupation that cover cultures from Paleo-Indians up through the mid-1900’s when miners and ranchers last inhabited the area. </p>
<p>Central to the ability for life to exist in this desert area, the waters of the Rio Grande pour from the Santa Elena Canyon as it winds it way through the desert, ultimately spilling into the Gulf of Mexico.  As the river emerges from the canyon, it carries with it sediment that has previously been heaped upon the earth through the eons of time, and refreshes the desert floodplain, nourishing life in the area.  The nearly 1500 foot high walls of the canyon itself stand as remarkable testimony to the tireless and unwavering power of the river to wear away the seeming impenetrable rock.  </p>
<p>There, in the quiet of the desert, the river carries away the detritus and nourishes the land, leaving behind a masterpiece of beauty.  Standing amid the splendor of this natural area, I realize the parallel for our own lives.  When we take the time to depart from the daily demands and pressures upon us, the unwavering love of our Savior washes over us, cleansing and nourishing our spirit.  It is when the weight of the sediment is borne away, that we are truly at rest.</p>
<p>Prayer:  Heavenly Father, grant us rest, that we may feel your nourishing spirit wash over us…</p>
<p>RM Smith<br />
Feb 2010</p>
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